The purpose of this being

Some people were not born to be happy, for happiness is not something that they could ever recognize or appreciate. Could this be true? I only want you to be happy. A woman prosperous on joy. That's all i wish, with all the strengh of my body and soul. That's all i shout out loud to the winds and waters. For you to be healthy and enjoy the good things, the little things. I need you so much, don't walk away on me.

The end of the world has come. It is all falling down already, the houses, the trees. I don't know where to turn to or where to hide and nohone can save me, not even myself. There's no hiding in hell.